She’s Always Right
Maybe its not simple. Maybe your first intuitions were right. But I want it to be simple. I want it to be comfortable. And its not like it isn’t. It is. It’s simple… in concept. Boy likes girl. Girl dates other boy. They still want to be friends. That’s really it. And there’s nothing stopping it. There’s never been anything stopping it. And before there was never anything stopping whatever I wanted, whatever she wanted, but me. But now we are friends. And it’s simple. But for some reason there’s this inexplicable complexity. Maybe it’s the past. The strange saga of our relationship. I mean just because I have these extremely strong feelings doesn’t mean our friendship has to change does it? God. It does suck though. Not the friendship, just the feeling that I always felt or thought i felt. Oh well. Ranting without conclusions, isn’t it fun? Yeah it’s awesome. Ok. Enough.
Reblog if you want one confession in your ask box.
(via soulowl, betheonethatsavesme)
more than one is acceptable c:
via everybodyslearninghow
So I apologize to you
And to anyone else that I hurt too
I may not be a perfect soul
But I can learn self control
So pardon me. pardon me. pardon me my friend.
-Weezer
I wish I never had to sleep.
Who Is That Girl?
Who is that girl with the fair colored skin,
Whose innocent look seems to draw me?
Who is that girl with those deep brown eyes
That never fail to see right through me?
Who is that girl with a body worth watching,
Making me have thoughts I’ll go to hell for?
Who is that girl with no need for make-up,
because beauty like that you don’t cover?
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Who is that girl with thoughts all her own,
That can make a wise man bite his tongue?
Who is that girl that with a turn of her shoulder,
Can make me wish I had never been born?
Who is that girl full of words so sarcastic,
That I always hear, no matter how softly spoken?
Who is that girl who can challenge me daily,
No matter how trivial the conversation at hand?
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Who is that girl that I always come back to?
Who I hope will always be there.
Who is that girl who deserves so much better
Than anyone could ever give to her?
Who is that girl who can be so weak and fragile,
And hides it from all but the keen?
Who is that girl I always want to support,
But fail to follow through on my promise?
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Whoever she is, she is not my girl,
Though I held her in my arms at one time.
And whoever she is, she is probably better off,
Leaving me and my faults behind.
And whoever she is, I hope she is happy,
With where ever she goes in her life.
And whoever she is, some part of me hopes
That she will give me another chance.
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Because I know who she is, and I always will be
The one who got into her heart at the start.
And I know how she ticks, and I know how she hurts,
And I know how to make her stop crying.
Because I know who she is, and she know me as well,
And she knows how my thoughts race everyday.
And she knows that whenever I stop and I think,
I’ll regret my decisions, always.
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